i hate the way i'm feeling these few days.i hate the fact that i'm feeling that way.sometimes i can push it away, but sometimes it just 'tiptoe' in to my mind without me noticing till awhile later. tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be impossible
what if it doesn't turn out the way we thought it should? i'm be the evil person, maybe it's not because oh you, but because of me. maybe if i had not experienced the "perfect", i would not be able to compare. i hate it that i'm comparing..it's so easy to tell myself what i SHOULD do, but it's so difficult to carry it out..building faith on love is worst
empty promises will wear
do you feel the way i do?do you understand how i feel?purple rain
you'll never understand how i really feel deep down,you'll never know. because i never could and did too.does he do all these?
like we used to
i guess i should not say so much.can i do all those things?
will i do all those things?
anyway, i don't need any presents for my birthday. i just want you to be there, it's the thoughts that count. hopefully this year's day will not turn out bad. (:it's better not to expect anything right? ((:sharing pillows and cold feet
with love,jeanette标签： you'll never know
