hais hais hais.....................................................................
me, my thoughts and my thinking AGAIN.
forever, it's opening 'doors' that aren't meant to be open..

it's my thoughts that make me feel so troubled, maybe because i'm thinking too much.
sorry that my mood wasn't great because i'm thinking so hard on somethings..

i know i should not be thinking of them.. but it's not so easy to be done..
i know thinking so much isn't good.. but it just comes naturally when my mind is empty of other things..

it's not easy to keep your mind occupied with better things... i just have to do reflections and think of what happened and what was said.. then that causes even more thoughts to run..

i have somethings in mind that i thought i want to do.. but the more i thought about it the more i don't want to do so... it's just that i can't bear to do so...? i suck. -.-

we'll see how then...... may God help me.. trust in him! trust in yourself!
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i have to be honest to you, it's better than talking behide your back.
if i'm offending you, i'm sorry.

it's just that i don't like your attitude sometimes. you seem to get angry pretty easily.. just wish that sometimes don't act too much like you're angry, cause sometimes it makes people think you're petty. well, i don't know how else to express my thoughts. so ya.. just leave it this way.

i'm sorry if i should not have said these things here...

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