pour all out,
takes in and doesn't go out.
that's a dairy. :))
我爱你
hm..............................................
SO much things happened... how m i suppose to say?
hm........................
有一种爱叫做放手
just, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY MARK. :)
don't know how to plan anything so didn't . :P
but at least i accompany you chat. hahahahahahaha. that's super lame. :D
if i were to see anything nice or whatever then I'll get it for you for as your birthday present. ^^
but you MAY have to wait for eternity. :DDD
&& 1. i doubt you read my blog. but oh well. :D
你要人说心事时，你可以找我。:)
hm.... lets see, what else?
exams?...
passed most. pretty happy. :D
other than Chinese and core hist. ._.
but still, I'm quite glad that i pass most. ^^
don't worry, be happy.
do not let your heart be troubled.
grr........................................
my DOGS are ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are playing around me and nipping me once in awhile . -.-
grr... it's not always nice to have dogs around. -.- :D
hold me tight..
i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now and then just to let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend I'm OK
but that's not what gets me
what hurts the most
was being so close
having so much to say
and watching you walking away
and never knowing
how could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do
it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but I'm doing it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and I'm alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken
#what hurts the most#
you picked me up,
and dropped me so hard..
tigger is going on Sunday. 0.o
before 9, before church....
don't know whether to be happy or what...
without him, i wouldn't have to clear up after him, be between the 2 of them while they play..
but i wouldn't have a little brindle coloured dog running around, greeting me, wanting to kiss and cuddle and so on... :(
I'll miss you tig tig!
they seem quite a nice family, their house is not bad..
but we can't judge them fully this way (anyway we aren't even suppose to judge)
but may God watch you throughout all things. :))
I LOVE YOU DARLING BOY...
once again, it's time to go, it's time to let go.
i've gone through that before too.
NEXT THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!
hey people!!!
REMEMBER!! NEXT THURSDAY!!!
i book you guys! :D
to ECP, to cycle. :D
PLEASE GO.................................... PLEASE!!.............................
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quite confirmed : AngHengLee, TanPeckHan, TanInnKee, SimHuiTing, PohChiYean, JeanetteTengSheeMin
maybe/hopefully : PriyaJitKuar, TheoDoraTanWenEn, SeatYanTing
begging to go : ChengYuHung, Nhavin, Praveen, ElishaTohYaJie, JeremyMark, Gavin.C
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*those in begging to go, i seriously wish you guys would go.... so please? *innocent eyes*
:D
*anyone is invited! :D
i don't know all things
but i'm willing to learn / listen / know
I'm bored... -.-
hm... lets say a prayer. :)
dear Lord God,
please let me be like a dairy, where it will take in but / and not give out.
and because it's not written down, no one can flip through the "pages" to read.
so Lord, let me not break people's trust. :)
and Lord, to let them know that i will listen, but if to give it back to them as memories, i may not be able to.
because i have STM. :D
and also Lord, please remove the discomfort in their(anyone and every one's) hearts.
show them a better path, to guide them and show them that there's always someone out there that cares and love them deeply. :)
and also to let them know that death does not cure all things.
maybe you do. so they may be able to find comfort from you.
i wish to do more, but i don't have the ability to do so.
for i wasn't meant to. :D
but i hope that i can help in some way. any way.
just by being there, lending a ear and being a dairy and so on, help me be able to do those jobs well. :)
and if they need other comforts, i pray that their is still someone that they can look to. :)
thank you Lord.
in Jesus' name,
AMEN. :)
i'll be there
i love you friends!!! :D
you know it deep in your heart. :DDD
心痛比快乐跟真实
well.....
hm....
can't find much to blog anymore.
just want to thank God for my friends.
and some are : (not in order!)
** sorry if i didn't add you in. you know i still loves you. :DD
only if sorry could cure all things
SeatYanTing, SimHuiTing, PriyaJitKuar, JoeyNg, SharonLimAiLing, LeeQianHui, TheoDoraTanWenEn, ChengYuHung, ElishaTohYaJie, GavinC, JeremyMark, RanjitS, ChanKahYeow, TanPeckHan, TanInnKee, AngHengLee, AnaLim, TerrenceLim, JoannaLimWeiAnn, JonathanLimWeiTeik, DollyLooi, ElsonChoong, LimKaiXin, VanessaLeeXinYi, CherylHeng, ChaiSinYin, AppleLee, ConnieJiam, Chiyean, TanMingJie, LimZhenYang, NickyChewLiWen, GaryAng, KennyTayKaiHe
it's SO difficult to let go..
Zzz... I'm getting tired from typing and flipping through my "files". :D
once again, you know you are in my heart. :D don't be sad or anything. :x
thank God for all things
OK guys.
nights.
i better sleep. IT'S LATE!!!!
3.10 am. :x
ops...
I'm not suppose to be awake at this timing! :D
nights people. SEE YA!
LOVE YOU!!!
MISS YOU!!
through it all
DSLR!!!!
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