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Date / Time : 2010年4月15日星期四 / 4/15/2010 03:25:00 上午
::from the song thinking of you::
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed
You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touched it I was burned Oh I think you should know
Oh won't you walk through And bust in the door and Take me away Oh no more mistakes Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
ha, don't misunderstand all these lycis and/or words. i'm just putting them for fun. thought they are kind of meaningful. :) so ya.. *Jeanette is not wanted. :))
::what hurts the most::
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That dont bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out Im not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok But thats not what gets me
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin to do
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But Im doin It Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken
I'm saying that loving you Thats what I was tryin' to do
hehe. if any of the words matchs your feelings, just take the lycis. :)
the music video is more meaningful than the lycis, so i rather you go and see it yourself. :) ___________________________________________________________________
anyway, back to my life then. :) it is our last day at PCF kindergarden. the kids are really cute. :) had a nice time with them this week, playing with them at the playgound, taking pictures and giving them sweets. :) gave them a hamburger sweet and fruit plus each. i don't know if they got my message that i will not be coming back for a while.. but well, i'll just leave it to teacher Ima to tell them next time. see you darlings, especially kenny. haha. <3>
it's sports day tomorrow. after so long. and yay! it's at serangoon stadium. maybe i will be seeing lost sheeps. haha. anyone that trust me enough to let me bring you guys there can contact me to bring you there. :) because i have been there for few times already so ya. but i'm not 100% sure on how to go from the interchange. my house is not at the interchange. ^^
i'll be meeting vanessa, cheryl, HT and dora. at the MRT / bus interchange. there's a swimming pool just beside the stadium, you can go and swim or bathe after sports day. but if you don't want to be 'chao da', don't swim. :D
i may be participating, i'm not really sure.. but most probably the inter class 4x100 game. with sharon, clement, lik jung????? i really don't know. :P i don't think i need first place, i just want to enjoy myself. :)) but supports will be appreciated. haha.
then in the evening or night i may be meeting dora and ranji to cycle at ECP, contact me too if you wanna go. :D my family and sis's friends will be bbq-ing at ECP, so i'm taking this opportunity to cycle and relax. :) ___________________________________________________________________
##i've tried not to like you.. but i just couldn't. i can't not like you, it's just so difficult. i thought i had successed but being with you every hope disappeared.. you are just so unable to be forgotten.. but you have who you really love, so.. i'll let things be. we will just be really good friends. that's enough, anyway there are consequcenes to face if we go more than just friends. so, i'm very happy to just be friends. :) it's ok if you don't like me. i thank God to have let me know you, you brought joy to me. with love~ ##
%% emo-ing will not do you any good, just live life to the fullest. it makes life much more enjoyable that way. try forgetting the past, look at what is in front, look at all the amazing things that will happen or is hapening. if you don't move on and continue emo-ing and not wanting to do anything to help yourself i can't help you too. and also don't say that my life is so amazing, it may seem amazing most of the time because i know how to control myself, i know what to let go, i know how to move on and look at the amazing things in life. so, try doing that. life will be nicer and amazing just like mine is. nothing is perfect. :) but i guess i can give you some support or comfort if you want..%%
@@ i don't know if you likes me or whether i like you. but you gave me some feeling / thoughts. maybe i was / am thinking too much. but because of that i have had a different impression on you. but you don't seem very ... ____ i don't know the word. :) but oh, well. we will see how since we don't really know each other. :) @@
$$ if things carry on this way, i don't think we will remain as a group. i don't know. it's just this feeling, sometimes i think friendship are as difficult to maintain as relationship. :) but, oh well. we will see how. if it really doesn't remain i have nothing to say then, it's heaven's will. haha.. $$
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