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Date / Time : 2010年2月3日星期三 / 2/03/2010 04:38:00 上午
life is just so imperfect.. with complains and everything. lols. oh well, that's the way human is. but please forgive and forget. :) hatred is the worst thing ever. :) well, that's what i feel. :) that's why i don't really hate. ^^
well, i just hope that i'm not a horrible person that people doesn't like. and this can't really be jurged by anyone. but it's ok on how you feel about me. something i really want to know my bad points, like.. too crazy or something? because my 'darlings' keep saying good things about me but not bad. so i never knows my bad points.. but i can say that i'm kind of selfish in a sense. :) trying to change. anyway, if i did something that you really don't like, please tell me. in anyway you want. :)
it's been a year.. sometimes, i misses what we gone through. but, sometimes, i really feel that you are not mine and i won't REALLY love you with all my heart.. i wonder if you remembered the day and every rubbish we went through. oh well, let nature take it's course. :) "you will never be replaced" it's not the word for you now anymore. we just got to move on and you already have. much longer than me. (of course) guys, sometimes, i think you guys are so immatured. :) unlike girls. :P but it's kind of true to some extend. :) i really don't know if your feelings were ever real. oh well, but clues tell me that you still thinks that i still likes you. but i'm afraid that i don't.. i'm sorry. i miss, but i doesn't mean like. and talking to you doesn't mean interested. :) get things clear. :)
dance today was ok.. my "darling" sec one is called sinyin. haha. LOL. taught her again today. :) she is quite good. :) jia you. :) i'm sure she's not reading. ^^ cause i think she may not even know my name. :) and YT tore the side of her skirt. so sexy. haha. :D
life is ok i guess.. nothing VERY exciting. will be cooking tomorrow. then take hours to finish.. but it's fun anyway. :) see you~
love you ALL. :) oh and my group of darlings, lets go shopping one day. hopefully before CNY? :) to buy clothes or bra or whatever. :))
JeanetteTengSheeMin i'm in a world of my own (:95.30.08Animals Rule My Life 100 years old!
Proud to be Virgo~GMS(P), 3pa/4pa/5hope/6hope(i think. :x); Geylang Methodist School (sec) faith1-5/2-4/3-5
