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Date / Time : 2009年6月17日星期三 / 6/17/2009 09:20:00 上午
i had a chat with 'mum' just now.
it contained a lot of things. the date dolly was married - 26 the date she had Brian - 27 the date shehad Daniel - 29 ha ha!
she too told me i have to let go of snowy on matter what. and because i can't do anything, i should not do. and somehow, the deep feeling is fading. should i be happy or sad? but i know i will always remember and love snowy. =]
she told me a bit of her life too. the works she worked.. and MANY more.
she told me not to go into BGR and study. and ya, i think i will not go into BGR. not till I'm very sure i want to.. but it's better i don't . =]
she told me about the family adopting hazel too. Glad to hear that hazel loves them and they loves hazel. the boy usually goes to SPCA too. cool ya? ^^ she said she will intro me to him. he is sec 1. she likes him. she said that she will be proud to have him as her son. she said that he is a boyish boy and cute.. lol. ^^ i think dolly is cute. ha ha. i wander how good the guy really is, but i think he really is a good guy. =] mum's expectation is quite high. ^^ and of course, he is very far from an ah beng. =D
she mean a lot to me. she is someone i trust someone i can share my things with someone very close to me someone i love someone that cares for me. she is my teacher, my friend, my mother, my lending ear.
I LOVE YOU 'MUM'.
anyway, someone is coming to visit lamb tomorrow. Terrance and Ana is coming.. i don't really wish to see them.. sister said that they are worried for me because they know that i want snowy. then sister told me to tell them I'm recovering from depression, don't talk to me. ha ha.
ya, i don't very much feel like talking to them.. i don't know why.. i feels very.. it reminds me for snowy..
but hopefully this time lamb will find HIS very own home. i love you prince, lamb, snowy and Elfie.. i love you too GOD. i love you dolly,bro, sis,mum, dad. i love you yan ting, Sharon, yu hung and MANY more. i love you everyone.
JeanetteTengSheeMin i'm in a world of my own (:95.30.08Animals Rule My Life 100 years old!
Proud to be Virgo~GMS(P), 3pa/4pa/5hope/6hope(i think. :x); Geylang Methodist School (sec) faith1-5/2-4/3-5
